here i am again in my last 10 minutes at the library.. it actually sucks having a time limit to use the computer. but what can i do? lately i've been a little stressed at work.. more like pissed to be exact. maybe i don't really know my aunt at all. aunt meaning the owner of the foster home i work for. i know i should be grateful that she gave me this job and all, but the way she treats me is far beyond my control. i mean, the way she belittles me makes me sick to my stomach. worst of all, it makes me cry myself to sleep at times.
i was in a situation a couple of days ago where i finished with my job when i still have 10 minutes until my time was up to work. that was my fault i can concur that but she overreacted like something big happened to the resident. see, i was supposed to put the resident to bed but the next worker, which was my aunt gloria put the resident to bed. i did help her a little bit but when i saw my aunt and also my boss overreact, i stood up and helped her. when i went to bed i received a call from my mom telling me that the boss called her up and told her about me being lazy, again. i wasn't lazy. i didn't try to help my auntie because i thought she could do it herself. i mean, i can do my job by myself sometimes. but she said she wanted teamwork from the both of us. not that i have a problem with auntie glo. i love her to pieces. i'm glad to be working with her, i'm glad that i have her to talk to. lately we've been talking. she doesn't understand. now, i don't even know how to act around the boss. i'm so frustrated. and i've only been her 2 months. i don't know, maybe i just don't understand her because all that's important to her is money. and nothing else. and she works everyday so she doesn't have a social life. i don't know what to think anymore. the only thing that matters to me is what my mom told me on the phone. "Darating ang araw, babaliktad din ang mundo, anak." I miss my mommmy. :(