whhhaaatt? i haven't posted anything here in almost a year? blame my busy schedule.

anyways, check out my other blog: they call me tinny.

I decided I'm going to redo the wedding survey that I filled out before this. My choices are way better than the first one. It's just fun to answer them.

invitation: I found this cool invitation on penonpaper.com, this would be the perfect wedding invitation for me. The site described it as elegant, and I agree.

guests: close family and friends, around 30. children: my godchildren and godsiblings.

location: one of russell and kimora lee simmon's gardens in their new jersey estate.

processional music, entrance: i want MYMP (the best filipino acoustic band ever) to sing at my wedding. the entrance song would be "At Last."

ceremony/pictures: the infamous walkway of central park. (i know penoy, i'm copying, sorry!)

the dress: monique lhuillier.

boquet: white roses.

groom: black cutaway with white wing collar shirt and gray five button vest.

groomsmen: black four button suit with a gray fullback vest and point collar shirt.

bridesmaids: this grayish number by again, monique lhuillier.

engagement ring: tacori.

wedding ring: tiffany & co. (now this i like!)

theme: secret garden wedding.

reception: the terrace room in tavern on the green.

menu: sit-in dinner with a mini-buffet. wine: white.

honeymoon: hawaii, the carribean, or a european cruise.

dream on, tintin. anne, if you're reading this, you better fill this out! haha. you too ellapots. miss you guys!

I have a second blog! go take a look here! I don't know, it seems like I'm getting tired of posting on this blog so I got a xanga. People are doing it so why shouldn't I? It's a trip you see.

My life's so fucked up right now. I don't even know where to start. I don't even want to tell you where I am and what I'm thinking. I don't know. I guess I'm never gonna change.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is high. You can't resist desire and lust.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

i was bored. but this quiz is amazing. everything is true well, except for that thing about cheating. i'd never cheat. not in a million years.

i left portland with a happy and excited feeling. it was a coincidence that i got this message in my fortune cookie: "be patient. good things come to those who wait." it's been stuck in my head eversince. it feels so good to be home. its such a great feeling.


this is my new picture @ friendster. read caption: look who's home for a va-cay! moi!

it felt good to see john and molly too. i missed my friends so much. speaking of john, he welcomed his niece, kirstin rose cassidy to the world. His older sister Ate Jane gave birth to her daughter on monday morning, may 30. she's such a cutie. and Uncle John was so proud.


Awww so cute. John posing with his niece Kirstin Rose.

After all the things that has happened back in portland, I'm happy to take a break. Thank you Lord for blessing me with a wonderful family and giving me this time to clear my head and think. I know when I get back to Portland I have to face the truth again. But for now, I'm enjoying my time off.

now that i have accepted god into my life, i am thankful for the things that he is blessing me with right now. today, unexpectedly i passed my driving knowledge test for the first try. second, i found out that my parents bought my sister a mini ipod for her birthday. third, i found out that i lost 5 lbs when i stepped into the weighing scale unexpectedly. i know these are just small things to most people but to me they are big things.
i am saddened by the pope's death although i know that he has lived his life immensely through the eyes of people in the world. i admire him for his strength and courage and wisdom and his faith to god. may he rest in peace.
i am currently still struggling with my payment situation but i know that if i wait, he will give it.

i know i was supposed to be in church on friday and today praying to him on this holy week but i had to work. i wanted to but i couldn't. it was no problem because he gave me a gift. actually it was a gift from one of the residents that i'm taking care of but i think he gave it to me for a reason. i actually thought it was a sign from him up there.

thank you lord for blessing me.

the note says: "Khristine, may god bless you as you read his word."

it wasn't a coincidence that this week i started reading the latest harry potter book. its been released months ago but i only had the chance to read it now.

fooling around with my phone again. i had a boring saturday today.

this song has been in my head all day. i took the lyrics from anne's blog. you can also here a sample of the song in her blog too. i've known this song for a long time but never really looked at the lyrics of the song until now. i know someone from my past who could fit this song. and i still think about this someone up to now. its been years but my feelings still haven't changed.

DREAMS
by Gavin Degraw

Spending all my money on phone cards
Waiting for my ship to come in
In from that ocean
Come home to this sea
Harboring in me
I don't believe in four leaf clovers
Or the luck they're supposed to bring
I've used all my wild cards
But theres something I can do
To get close to you

CHORUS:
I've got dreams of love
And I love you
I know you feel the same way too
I feel your spirit
When you're near me
and when you're away
Somehow somewhere
I'll see you again
But until then
I've got dreams of loving you

Thinking bout' every little thing
We ever did crazy
Sipping on that memory lane
That lane never closes
Seven days of the week
I can drive in my sleep
CHORUS

Dreams I will share
When I see you again
And I'll see you again pretty soon
I could wait
But until then...
CHORUS

to L, i miss you.

more pics from my new phone. seems to me that all i ever do is stare at my phone all day. hey, beats watching tv. i like waiting for surprising phone calls or txt messages.

this is the lovable and hilarious ate helen making a face.

auntie didn't even notice i took a picture of her while she was watching tv.

i just got back from auntie glo in portland. ya see, now we're separated. she takes care of this one patient in portland privately while i get stuck back in beaverton. woo-hoo. i get to visit her on my off days but its still not the same. i mean she gets bored there with no one to talk to and i get bored too. its hard but we'll make it. soon as my qualifying test results come. i need to know if i'm gonna be a resident manager or not. i don't even know if i'm capable of becoming one. i guess i'll leave it up to him.
i got to eat good food. as always she cooks the best adobo. and i slept most of the stay there. i can't sleep in the other house its always so noisy and so busy and they always expect you to be awake even if its your day off. what kind of rule is that? it sucks i tell you. i finally got my phone in the mail. here's my proof. i took pictures of myself. how stupid.



i got a new haircut!

blech! hehehe.

i guess that's all i can say for this week. i'm so pissed. i have to go back to work and i work 6 days straight 12 hours each. and i still haven't even got paid yet! this sucks ass, man!